Bye June !

Today is Saturday. Now is 11 am. Date is 30. Month is June. At least, if combined it will be. Now is 11 am and Today is 30th June. End of June. Huhh, many events that occured on this month. Events that are funny, scary, classy, outrageous, gorgeous, and so on. Even, made me laugh out loud and cry so long.

When i embark this month, at about 4th June began with Exam that determine my level, increase or stay in 2nd. Day by day during the Exam many fear that raged in my heart and mind. About Home, School, Subjects and..........Love. My feelings which can not changed. Still belong to him. Whereas, TIME has CHANGED ALL THINGS, ALL FEELINGS, ALL MEMORIES. NOT LONG TIME WITH HIM. And how about me ? my condition never accepted it all gracefully. Still want him to come back with me. Build new day and new memory. I cant cry anymore. Maybe my tears exhausted to out. Certainty that always expected but never came. Soul which always whine to leave everything. Body that was tired and asked to sleep as long as possible. NOTHING. NOTHING. NOTHING. nothing!!

Enough for today —

Hmm,  tomorrow will be new day, entered July. Many hopes on this month. Moreover, will back to school at 7th July. Maybe there will be more events on July, new class, new classmate, new material, new tutor and so on.

I wish, there will be some miracles come to me. No more sadness. No more messy. But MORE HAPPINESS. My soul, body and certainty..............

Thanks for always reading and following. :))

 With Love ♥

Solosza