My playlists on my sadness :**

2am - Cant i love you




MBLAQ - Last Luv





Yoeseob feat Eunji - Love Day.


I've been played these songs and watched the Movie Video for many times. Cant count it huhuu~~ When i play these songs and watched, am instantly missing someone, my memories with him, my presents from him and so on :')) But now, he's gone. Leave me there. Cry inside and smile outside. I cry on deepest of my heart. It hurt my heart. And i dunno what to say to describe my feelings. Broken. Like a disaster. Damaging my heart.
Missing him so fucking much. Is he missing me like i'm missing him ?? Who knows. But i guess, he's forgot me. I'm forgotten :'((
But i should smile in front of people. I wont tell my feeling to other whose never care about me. Except my parents and closest friends. I believe on them. Without them, I'M NOTHING !!