impossible !

yeah, impossible to find (?)

why i said like that ? this is a line of song lyrics...

oh who knows ?

guys, let me tell u a story, this is real bout my life......

one day, it was a very beautiful day and i've just finished my exercises and what happened after that ? i was checked my mentions in twitter, hammmm there's a mention from my jhs friend, and did u know what the content of that mention ?

"ur beloved boyfriend want to end ur relationship!!!" and i thought positively and said "hahahaha, my boy is joking" but actually i know, he was not joking at all. after he send a message for me and said if he really really want to end this relationship. at that time, i felt like my breath stoping. hamm, i felt, i've done the best to him, i've very patient i could be. i never thought this relationship will end so fast ! but i never cried at all. i just smile and said, "this is life, love life".then, after that FUCKIN day, i realize that he was not the best for me, and now i just believing and hoping if one day, there will be someone who can make me smile all day long, and he wont let me down and i hope if he won't got someone new so fast after this relationship end. guys, if u ever felt what i felt, u'll know how hard to maintain a relationship wif someone who just can make us hurt when it'll be end ! but bunch of thanks for my beloved ex who ever made me smile and laugh wif all jokes etc, thanks for teaching me how to be someone who has big patiently, thanks for all memories we had done, thanks for everything u've given to me !

and from this experience, i realize if we must select someone so well. and  dont look him outward, look him inward, can we trust them and can they let us up ! and dont ever regret what happened in our past, this is a gud lesson...

----------------this is my short love story----------------