confused --'

(⌣́_⌣̀") I'm really confused now guys. I've to think about my future. Where's best college which available for me to conti my edu. So many opti that my daddy given to me, but i dont want any opti from my dad. Only few colleges that i want, but i dunno can i conti my edu there (?) hopeless. The colleges are de Valleyfield, Indonesian National Univ, Gajah mada univ, Police Academy andMilitary Academy. I'm really really want to conti in overseas like in canada :( But i dunno can i (?)

God, please i really really want to conti in everseas *hopeles* 

 But, its my dream de Valleyfield college in Canada...